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Pairings: Bucky x Reader || Steve x Reader
Summary: Bucky was never supposed to develop feelings for you. This was supposed to be a no-strings-attached arrangement. How can he possibly get on with his life when you’re not by his side?
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A fic in which the relationship between you and Bucky goes from bad, to worse, to downright confounding.
Rating: E (Explicit)
Warnings: Descriptions of sex, dub-con at some point, death, a whole lot of angst.
Notes (sorry there’s a lot of them): Firstly, this was written for #annies2kbirthdaycelebration. My prompt was: Lacanian love (you want them to want you).
Secondly — guys, if you know me well enough, you know that I take great pleasure in making my readers cry (not really). I love me some good ol’ angst. This is a train bound straight for the land of the broken-hearted. Don’t say I didn’t warn ya.
Thirdly, because my schedule is crazy hectic right now, updates for this series will not be as regular as my series have been in the past, and each chapter is probably going to be relatively short, by my standards. I’ll try not to leave too big of a gap between each chapter, but no promises. Hopefully you understand.
Lastly, this series is going to be written largely from Bucky’s POV, just because I felt like something new. Still gonna be reader-insert, just trying out new techniques. Do let me know what you think.
Okay, so, I just read all the 14 chapters in one sitting, because, Oh, my God! It is fantastic! I loved every moment of it. I love the style you wrote this, and I feel terrible about Steve, but also the agony of Bucky during the whole time broke my heart. The sex scenes are ver steamy and the angst is painful, the fluff is just too sweet. I’m dead. Thank you! ❤