Summary: When Bucky leaves for a mission and he sends you a little message, fulfilling your desires about your kink for edging. It’s only his voice and instructions gives you pleasure, which turns out to be the hardest torture you have been through in bed so far.
A/N: So, it’s basically an an audio where Bucky is teaching you how to edge yourself, and how to control your body in a way he wants you to.
You were alone in your shared room with Bucky. He left for a mission a week ago, and you had no idea when he will return. You opened your mission reports with a tired huff. You still had to finish this from the last week, even if nothing interesting happened there. The first words appeared on your screen when your phone started to buzz next to you. An email. From Bucky. You quickly quit your task and opened the highlighted mail in your inbox. It was from his personal account, which was pretty unbelievable. Your eyes quickly run through the first line. It was an automatic e-mail, which he already wrote to you before the mission. You bit your lips and tried to calm your fast beating heart. It’s okay. He is okay. You swallowed and leaning closer to the virtual letters you started to read.
‘Hey, doll!
It seems it has been a week since I left. I miss you terribly. I know I do because I love you. You got this e-mail, because I want you to learn something. Something, you have always wanted to try but I am not able to do it while I’m in the same room with you, doll. I need to learn too. I still need to learn how to be deadly patient and precise, and gentle at the same time. Now, you can find a recording attached to my e-mail. Listen to it, and follow the instructions.
It’s okay to fail for the first time, doll. Enjoy.
Love you,
Bucky’
Your heart never could calm down mostly not after opening the audio file, which name was ‘Recording 1’ not really helping you out with the topic.
‘Hello, doll!
Now, I’m gonna tell you what is this all about.’
You could hear Bucky’s voice through your headphones.
‘Once you mentioned something about a video, you saw. It is called porn, doll, you can name it.’ He laughed a little, making you instantly smile. ‘So, the thing you were so excited about was edging if I can remember correctly, now let’s see how you really like it.’
You choked on your own breath when you could hear his voice. For real? He really wanted you to do this? You already could feel the need to get rid of your clothes and guide your fingers to your pussy, listening to his voice.
‘I need you to be patient to yourself, doll. Also, I want you to know, it is not an easy task, and if you fail that’s alright, I still want you to enjoy it. Punishing you will be my task too.’ His voice dropped an octave making you shudder. ‘I want you to wear headphones for this and to lock our door.’
You got up, and closed the door, then adjusted your wireless headphones walking back to the laptop.
‘Go to the bed, doll, and strip naked for me.’ Bucky’s deep voice gave you the first order and you were happy to oblige. ‘Good girl! Remove all your clothes, I don’t want you to wear anything, then climb onto the bed and get comfortable.’
You did what he asked you to do, however your hands were shaking in anticipation, you tried to calm down and focus only to his voice.
‘Are you comfortable?’ He asked, and you nod, however you knew he couldn’t see or hear you. ‘Good! Open your legs then! Open up, doll, nice and wide! There you go! Be all spread out for me on that bed! Good girl!’ He purred slowly into your ears, making your breathing a bit uneven. Your hands were already resting on your tights.
‘I want you to use only one finger and start circling around your breasts. Nice, slow circles around those beautiful tits. Feel your skin being so flawless, so soft and warm. Feel your chest rise and fall with every breath of yours. Oh, god, doll! If I were there I’d pin you to the bed, hands all restrained and cuffed, and I’d suck on those pink nipples. Slowly, gently covering them both, one by one with my mouth, flicking it with my tongue.’ Bucky’s voice filled your mind, and while your finger circled on your breasts you couldn’t help it and imagined what he just said.
‘Now, use all your fingers, play with those nice breasts, stroke them, grope them, fondle your chest, doll. Nice, slow motions! Don’t get carried away!’ He warned you, making you bit your bottom lip, and close your eyes, to give into the sensations.
‘Use two fingers to pinch your nipples! Pinch them hard with one hand and stroke the other breast with the other. Good girl! Now, change! Pinch that sensitive, hard nipple! That’s it! I want you to enjoy it, I want you to enjoy it as much as I was there, holding your tits in my hands, kissing them hard, tasting every gorgeous inch of them.’ You moaned quietly and arched your back to give more pressure to yourself. He is gonna kill you for sure. It’s way too slow.
‘Good! Now, caress your whole chest and stomach with your hands. Feel the curve of those hips, the softness of your skin on your side, the fullness of your breasts. Now grope them. Grope them hard! Good girl!’ He praised again earning another quiet moan from your lips. ‘With one hand slide down on your tights, run your fingers through them, feeling the soft skin. Run them close to your sex, but never close enough to touch it. Feel how hot your inner tights are. Go on caressing them, now with both hands!’ You did what he asked for, and now you started to understand why he did it while he was away. Bucky was a patient man, but not in your bedroom. When he needed you, he took you without thinking. There was no time for such a slow and torturing foreplay like this.
‘Brush your thumb through your pussy once while stroking your tights, gently, just barely touching it. There you go. Feels good, isn’t it?’ You nod again, while kept going on pleasuring yourself, strictly following his instructions. There was a temptation to brush your hand to your sex again, because he wouldn’t see, he wouldn’t know, and you need it so badly, but you didn’t want to cheat. You needed it, you needed your fingers on your clit, stroking it hard, but he didn’t tell you to do so. You were already wet, dripping wet, however you haven’t even touched yourself, you could feel your silk leaking off you, gliding down on your butt, leaving a wet patch on the bed.
‘Go back to your chest, doll! With both hands! Grope it, pinch on your nipple just the way you want it, just like you need it!’ He commanded, and you obliged with a painful moan. ‘Now, I want you to use one hand only. Slide your hand between your legs, right on your pussy, and rest your hand on it. No movements! No stroking, just rest it. Feel how hot and soaked it is. Are you wet now, baby doll? I know you are. I know you are dripping for me, you are dripping to feel my fingers on yourself, to feel them slide inside of you, fingering you hard. But we are not there yet. You have to be good to me first. Spread your lips for me, let me see how wet and glistering you are!’ He purred into your ears, made you forget about everything but his voice and that one hand on your body. ‘
That’s it! Oh, god! I wish I could touch you now, feeling all your silk on my fingers, lapping it with my tongue, coating my cock with it.’ You bucked your hips as you stayed still, opening up your pussy, feeling the cold air breezing through it, feeling your fingers slide to the side a little, as you were soaked by now.
‘Use one finger, and circle your clit! Slow, nice circles! Never really touching the tip of it. Just around your clit, nice and slow! Does it feel good, baby doll?’
‘Yes, Bucky!’ You moaned shamelessly as your mind got lost in the sensations. Your whole body was on fire, trembling by need.
Bucky chuckled darkly into your ears, before he would speak to you again.
‘Run through your finger five time on your whole pussy. I count!’ You swallowed and did what he said, sliding your finger from your clit to your opening five times. ‘Now back to circling, circle, doll, nice and slow. Feel the most sensitive part of you twitching with need, feel it throb, stiffen under your finger. You need to touch it, right? But not now, not just yet.’ He said slowly, making you whine and gasp for air. It was your hands and his voice only. How could you keep it together if it were his hands on you. Yes, you craved them. You craved his warm touch, his hot body next to yours but he started to speak again, and everything disappeared from your thoughts. ‘Now, you can apply a bit more pressure, occasionally brushing your finger through the tip of your clit. Keep circling! When I go home, I’ll take you fast. Pinning you to the mattress, fingering you fast, pushing down on your g-spot, making you tremble and moan, making you come on my hands. Imagine it! Imagine my fingers penetrating you, sliding in and out of your swollen, little pussy, glistering by your wetness.’ You moaned in agony trying to keep your fingers from rubbing your clit in a way you need it. But it was the whole point of this wasn’t it?
‘You are such a good girl for me, doll!’ You could do anything for this phrase, him praising you through your headphones, it was something new you immediately loved.
‘Now, you can stroke that little clit, massage it, play with it in a way you need it. Pleasure yourself, pleasure yourself to the edge, but don’t you dare to come!’Bucky’s voice rose a little, as he forbid you the only thing you really craved. You moaned, and without thinking about the consequences you played with your clit fast until you felt your orgasm building. It didn’t take too much time, after all the foreplay he made you to do.
‘When you are on that edge I want you to hold it! Hold it, doll! Don’t you dare to stop or come until I say so.’ You moaned and bucked your hips, trying to prevent yourself from cuming all over on your hands. It was hard. How you should have to focus when you were in so much pleasure? Fuck! Your fingers were circling your clit carefully, trying to keep you on the edge. ‘Stop!’ Bucky commanded clearly, and you stopped your movements. You pant and rest your hand on your tight. ‘Good girl! I know it’s hard, but you are doing great so far! Now, go back to that swollen little bud and start circling. Slow circles on it, going back to the edge.’ He encouraged you with voice low and speaking slowly. You didn’t need too much time to be there again.
‘Buck, fuck, I’m there!’ You whined grabbing the sheets next to you.
‘Stop! Stop circling, doll! Good.’ He didn’t give you more than three seconds of rest. ‘Now start it over! I know it’s hard, but you have to hold it! You think you can’t take it anymore, but I know you do. I know when it is too much, when it is over the line, when is the point when you really can’t take it. Stop! But it’s not here, not now. Your pleasure is up to me now. I will decide when you will come! Back to masturbating, doll! Come on. Right on that edge, and hold it. Focus! Hold it! Don’t you dare to come! Not until I let you! Stop! Stop again! Slap your pussy, six times. One!’ Your eyes opened wide by the mixture of pleasure and torture as he counted, and you could hear your hand slap your wet pussy each time.
‘Good girl! Do you want to come?’
‘Yes, yes, Bucky, please!’ You begged, helplessly.
‘I know, I know, but not just yet! Pleasure yourself again, to that edge.’ You cried out but kept doing what he said. ‘When you are there don’t you dare to stop! Just stroke it, circle it, and imagine it, it’s me, playing with your clit, while I slide into you! My cock is stretching you so delicately! I thrust into you, again and again while stroking this little clit. Do you want it? Do you want me inside of you? I know your pussy is desperately clenching around nothing, doll!’ Your hips bucked, and your sex was pulsing painfully.
‘What do you think about adding another finger? Hm? Stop circling your clit! Slide your finger down to your entrance, and circle it. Push against it, tease it, imagining it’s my cock, being hard and stiff against your, soft, tender opening.’ You groaned and arched your back, trying to prevent your finger sliding inside of you. ‘Stroke your whole pussy three times before letting that one finger sliding inside of you. You can count!’ By the time he said it you were already done, and your finger was in the hot core of your body, making you moan in content.
‘Feel yourself, feel how hot, soft and wet you are! Feel every clench, every pulse of your core, burning in need. Filling and stretching you so perfectly! Feel what I’d feel if I were inside of you! Finger yourself, just the way you want! That’s it! Let that finger enter you nice and deep every time. You are such a good girl!’ He praised again, earning a shaky moan from you. ‘Stop now and pull your finger out of your pussy!’ He commanded, and you did what he asked with a disappointed cry. You were at the edge with every touch now. ‘Circle your clit again! Expose that needy little bud to me! Play with it, pleasure it! That’s it! Oh, god! I want to lick you so bad! Run my tongue from your core to your clit, slowly, carefully, giving you pleasure, but just not enough to make you come! Imagine it, my tongue circling around your clit, lapping your juices, sucking on that sensitive dot. Don’t you dare to stop circling!’ You barely touched yourself now, trying to prevent yourself from climaxing, but his voice didn’t help. You cried out as he parted his lips, imitating the sound of him eating you out, sucking on your pussy, his tongue torturing your clit.
‘Doll, you taste so god!’ He said with another obscene noise, imitating sucking on your clit, and you couldn’t help it. There was no amount of focus which could have helped you preventing your orgasm.
‘Bucky, Bucky, oh, fuck!’ You cried out as your orgasm washed over you. It was more intense than ever before when you used your hands only, it made you shake and moan Bucky’s name like a mantra. Being denied for the first time, for such long minutes increased your pleasure unbearably. You pulled your headphones down as you come down from your highs.
You were exhausted and a bit disappointed too. He told you it will be hard, and it’s okay to fail first, yet it felt bad, not being able to hold it until the end. You were just laying there in your bed, trying to collect yourself to get up. The wet patch was like the size of your palm under you, but you didn’t mind. Just lazily opened the new mail from Bucky.
‘I hope you enjoyed, this little game! Don’t feel guilty if you couldn’t hold on, it requires practice, a lot of practice. Until tomorrow you can use this audio once more, letting you come only once. Tomorrow, you can try again, with a new audio cuming once. Than three days completely without any touching, just to make you sensitive enough again. Then maybe I’m gonna be home, if not, there is some more recordings to practice with.
Enjoy your night, doll!’
You let your phone fall out of your hand as you collapsed back into the bed. Okay, you needed to figure out how to focus more. Maybe it would be easier for the second time, it must have been easier. You will try after dinner, you didn’t want to let the opportunity go, because it seemed that until he was absent he was in charge of your own pleasure.
Requested by @tieddown-withbattleshipchains, I hope you will like it! 🙂 I know it was long ago. I moved to France right before you requested it.
Summary:
It should have been a routine mission. Go out check the panels come back and eat dinner, but something went wrong. It’s hard to say whose fault it was, but it didn’t matter anymore. You and Mark were out when a smaller wave of asteroids crushed your path. It shouldn’t have been a problem you should have been prepared to this, yet one hit you. Right in the left tight. You were bleeding and running out of oxygen.
‘Whatney, bring her back right now!’ You could hear Chris’ voice and immediately left your spot to help Mark to catch you. It took only a minute but your vision was already blurry, you were shaking and sweating from the pain and the huge amount of blood what was leaving your body didn’t help either.
“It would be a very lonely world if you, as a man, had to resort to that kind of behavior in order to feel value, in order to feel like you’re taken seriously. It’s cowardly. It’s clear to me that only someone who feels extremely emasculated could possibly behave like that. What does it say about masculinity? Now is the time more than ever for us to review what masculinity is about. Violence has always been unfortunately embedded in masculinity, this alpha thing. It’s more complicated than that.” – Sebastian about his role as Jeff Gillooly in ‘I, Tonya’
Embrace your
differences and the qualities about you that you think are weird.
Eventually, they’re going to be the only things separating you from
everyone else.
Tetralea 