I need to write a summary in a couple of pages for my university about my experience, and I am sitting here in front of the blank page since minutes, and has no idea how to start. 

Because honestly, I don’t want to go through it all emotionally. Losing my friends again, remembering the best time in my life, now when I had to return to my life which doesn’t feel like mine anymore. I don’t need to be reminded for long minutes how much i loved to be there to do anything there compared to ‘my life’. 

I want to write that it should be obligatory, that everyone should go and experience it, but it would ruin all the fun. It’s not for everyone, and who doesn’t feel like it, they shouldn’t go. 

Should I write that it worth all the difficulties all the dreamless nights before going, all the worries, because honestly from the moment I stepped on the plane until the moment I take off before Christmas it felt like a dream.

It’s a thing I want to share with my university. I have a blog about the whole thing, go read it, because honestly, it was not something I could summarise in a coule of pages.