Mirror, mirror…

Part 2 for Behave, Doll!

Pairing: Dom!Sebastian Stan x Reader

Words: 3.5K

Warnings: Pretty much of a dom Sebastian, mirror play, fingering, edging, Dominant/Submissive dynamics, small plot, dirty talk, heels kink, sex (penetration, oral female receiving),

Summary:
Part 2: After the party you and Sebastian go home, and he already figured out how he is going to continue our punishment, before would let himself have what he was craving for hours

Part 1: Not much… You misbehave at a party, Sebastian doesn’t like it, figuring our your punishment quickly.

A/N: Ok, so this come from the post Sebastian liked a couple of days ago. Don’t blame me!

The room
was less and less crowded, as everyone headed home at the end of the party,
just as you did with Sebastian. He was holding you tight around your waist as
you walked to the black car, and he only let you go when the clerks opened the
door for the two of you. The driver greeted you with a small nod and left the
small parking area when the door got closed behind Sebastian.

You enjoyed
the silent minute, the soft touch of the seat on your skin, as it was
particularly hugging your form. You let out a small sigh when your feet finally
could relax in the stilettos you were wearing. You could feel how soaked your
thighs were after Sebastian left you without your panties. You were sure your dress
will leave a patch on the smooth carpet. He could see your nervous fidgeting. ‘You
cold, baby doll?’ He asked gently, holding your hand tenderly pulling it a bit
closer to himself.

You weren’t
particularly cold, but his small encouraging nod and the promise of the warmth
of his body was too tempting. You slid closer to him easily on the slippery
leather seat. Sebastian slowly traced his fingers on your shoulder, to pull you
even closer in his arms. ‘Here.’ He said and got out of his blazer covering
your thighs with it. ‘I don’t want you to get cold.’ His voice was calm and
even, shooting your nerves endlessly. ‘You have had fun tonight?’ He asked with
voice warm and his tone hasn’t changed a bit while he creeped his fingers up on
your thighs stroking them slowly. You tried to relax in his arms and just enjoy
the warmth radiating trough his black shirt, but he made it harder and harder.

When you
finally found your voice you answered briefly. ‘I did, it was nice.’ You didn’t
want to and couldn’t say anything else because his hand opened your legs a
little as it slid painfully close to your wet inner thighs.

‘Maybe a
bit too much fun, isn’t it?’ He murmured into your hair being sure that your
driver is not hearing a word, when he touched the wet skin of your thighs.

You didn’t
say anything just turned your eyes to him questioningly. What was his plan? Did
he really wanted to do this in the car with another person driving and being so
close to the two of you. He leant down to catch your lips in a sweet kiss for
the first time during the night, making you whimper quietly into the plump
lips. He never deepened the kiss no matter how much you needed it, how much you
tried to pull him closer with placing your hand onto his neck. He never gave
you what you wanted. You could feel him grin when he reached your soaked core
and brushed his fingertips to your sensitive folds. ‘Seb.’ You cried into the
soft lips, but he kept them there, kissing you oh, so slowly and gently, until
his skilful hand parted your folds, drawing agonizing circles onto your pussy.
‘Please, stop.’ You asked but every strength to fight him have already left you
body. Sebastian pulled back a bit looking you into the eye, letting you to see
his desire, his need for you, that if he could have done he would have had you
than and there, letting you ride him until you come undone on his painfully
hard cock.

‘You need
to learn your lesson, doll.’ He whispered before pressing his lip to you again
to muffle the sound you made when the brushed his finger against your clit
which he was avoiding on purpose until now. Your desperate cry made his cock
twitch in his pants his body desperately claiming his pleasure, but no, he had
to hold it back a bit longer. After that one little touch he went back to
teasing, rubbing the pads of his fingers to your folds and teasing your
entrance, humming contently when he could feel you getting more soaked, your
slick flooding his fingers. ‘Fuck, doll. You are so fucking wet. You need it
bad, don’t you?’ He murmured into your swollen lips but before you could have
answered, the driver slowed the car and he pulled back his hand leaving you
desperate and unsatisfied again.

You
couldn’t not look at him as he slowly lifted his fingers to his mouth and
sucked them clean. He finished just in the right moment before the driver
opened the door, and Sebastian helped you out of the car, thanking to the middle-aged
mad politely and wishing him good night, as he held you to his side supportively.
You breathed out a thank you somehow, before Sebastian escorted you into the
huge hall and pushed the button of the elevator.

‘He could
have caught us, Seb, you know that?’ You asked you boyfriend tiredly, who was
way too adventurous sometimes.

‘But he
didn’t.’ He grinned as a kid at Christmas, entering the elevator. You looked at
him expecting to use the few seconds and do something naughty again, but it
never happened. He closed his arms around you, kissing you lovingly. ‘Tell me
if it is too much or if you don’t want it tonight.’ He whispered looking at you
and his blue eyes were so sincere, so adoring and a bit worried.

‘It is none
of it, Seb.’ You smiled softly, as you immediately felt warm by the way he was
worried and caring for you. ‘I am exhausted, because you made me exhausted,
because you did that to me in the club, and I am dying to feel you since then.’

‘Don’t
worry, doll, we will get there.’ He promised, as his keys made a little noise
when he opened the door. ‘But first I want you to remember your safe words.’ He
let a few second to you to think, but when you remained quiet, you could feel
the change in him. ‘Strip.’ His voice was deep again, just like in the club,
making you obey immediately. He left you in the living room, as you got rid of
the dress you were wearing and he bra, standing in nothing more than you
stilettos, just as he asked you before.

‘Fuck.’ His
voice come out as a moan when he appeared in the door of your bedroom, his
darkened gaze glued to your body. He walked to you in the living room, taking
his time to take in your naked form, your curves, your legs and the shoes. You
saw the battle with his own mind between leaving all his plans and just fuck
you until you pass out right there or teasing and torturing you as he planned
until you can’t take it and you beg for him. ‘You are so perfect, doll!’ He
purred, and his slender fingers slid onto you shoulders, turning you a bit
until you faced the full body mirror on the wall and the small mirror on the
counter, you usually used to do your makeup, but it was now at the level of
your hips. Fuck. Sebastian was still fully dressed as he stood behind you,
capturing your gaze in the mirror.

His sinful
lips started their journey under your ear, leaving you trembling as he kissed down
until your shoulder, nibbling on the sensitive skin at the spots he knew you
loved the most. ‘You smell so fucking good!’ He mumbled into your skin as he
changed sides and sucked a dark mark onto your shoulder. ‘You feel so fucking
good under my fingers, doll!’ He breathed and you could see the white of his
teeth as he bit your neck, sucking the skin into his mouth to create another
love bite.

His hands
were roaming on your body caressing your breasts, kneading them, pinching and rolling
your hardened nipples between his fingers, earning a loud moan from you. ‘And
you make all these pretty noises, God, I wish I could burry my cock into your
soaked little cunt, doll, right now.’ You cried out and your head fall onto his
shoulder, eyes shut close panting and trembling in his arms.

He kissed
your forehead and it was a pure act of love which he never could resist, no
matter how deep you were into this game.

‘Open your
eyes.’ He commanded. ‘I want you to watch what I am doing to you. I want you to
watch all your reactions, I want you to watch yourself as you fall apart under
my hands.’ He breathed onto your skin and pinched your nipples one more time.

He made you
open your legs, and as you followed the path of his hands you, surprised by how
perfect the view was in the small mirror to your glistering pussy. It was
impossible not to watch as his fingers parted your folds and run down to your
entrance.

‘Sebastian.’

The dark
chuckle next to your ears promised nothing good. He formed a V with his fingers
and he massaged your folds, up and down like that, avoiding your aching clit
again. You were trembling in seconds, hands trying to get a hold of his body to
keep yourself on your imbalanced legs. Now, he used his left hand to part your
pussy lips and the right to circle around your clit than guiding his fingers
down to your entrance, teasing it so slowly, you could have cried.

‘Please.’
You whispered in need, your eyes following his movement. It was something
extremely hot, watching him playing with you, touching you in the dirtiest
ways, making you growing even wetter with every second. It turned you on like
nothing else before, and he knew it. He was studying your face in the mirror as
you watched yourself getting touched and teased, and God, he needed every inch
of his patience to restrain himself from ruining you.

His finger
was circling around your entrance making your pussy desperately clench around
nothing. ‘You want something inside of you?’

The frantic
nod and whimper you made was quite convincing, but not enough. ‘Tell me, doll,
you want to feel my fingers to slide into this needy pussy?’

‘Yes.’ You
cried, and in that moment, he slid one finger into you. Well, the first inch of
his finger. You rocked your hips to his finger to feel more, but he pulled out
and went back now directly circling your clit. The air was filled with your
needy cries and breathes moans as his skilful fingers made a quick job and
brought you to the edge in minutes. You tried to keep your eyes opened because,
it was insanely hot what he was doing to you, but your pleasure took over, and
your head fall onto his shoulder again.

His fingers
stopped.

They only
started moving again when you forced your eyes open looking into the full body
mirror, looking him in the eye. You were weak in that moment completely at his
mercy and it took you to the edge again. ‘Please, let me come.’ You cried out,
barely being able to stand on the stilettos even if you were holding onto him,
and his arms were around you. Your legs were shaking.

‘Promise
me, that you are going to be good next time.’

‘I
promise.’ The sound you made was nothing like yours, it was filled with desire
and begging.

‘Now, try
it again like you mean it.’ Sebastian whispered into your ear and his fingers
slid into your pulsing, aching core, pressing on your g-spot with every
movement.

‘I won’t, I
promise, I won’t.’ You forced it out as you looked him in the eye and you saw
the blue gaze soften for a second before he made you reach the edge again, and
now he didn’t stop. ‘Come for me, doll.’ He moaned the words into your ear.
Pumping his fingers fast and hard into you and pressing the heel of his palm to
your clit, stroking it with every movement, and you come, hard. Your body was
shaking and you couldn’t keep your eyes open, you let your pleasure to consume
you, to wash over you and Sebastian stroked you through it, only slowing his
movements when you become oversensitive. ‘Come for me again. I know you can.’
He groaned as he instinctively rocked his hips, to finally get some friction through
the thick fabric of his pants. He changed his movements and they were only
massaging your swollen sweet spot. His motions were slower but he applied just
a bit more pressure to make you lose it again. You felt your pleasure building
up again, deep in your belly, leaving you breathless. One hand travelled up to
your chest, groping your breasts and circling your nipples until his left hand
started working faster, guiding you to your orgasm again. ‘I need you to soak
my hand one more time, before I’d let you feel me.’ He was panting and so
aroused, you could hear it in his voice he barely could keep it together.

You were rocking
your hips against his hand as you felt your release approaching. It was fast
and heavy. ‘I can feel you being there, I can feel you clenching around my
fingers, doll. Does it feel good?’ He asked but you were out of words. You
moaned and cried as you got to the edge and felt yourself tighten around his
fingers, before your orgasm hit you. As you come hard and deep, you couldn’t
hear anything but your own blood rushing in your ears and your own relieved
cries. Only when you come down from your highs you could hear Sebastian cursing
and you could feel your thighs being soaked.

‘Fuck.’ When
you opened your eyes the mirror and the floor was soaked too, little pools and drops
of your arousal coating them. ‘Did I…?’ You asked in disbelief and Sebastian
nodded.

There was a
second of pause, a second while your hazy, blissed gaze met with his lustful
one.

Than he seemingly
threw all of his plans out of the window. He made you turn around and help him
getting out of his messy clothes, kissing you hungrily, biting and sucking onto
your lips, until they were red and tingling from his stubble, but you couldn’t
care less. You craved his lips more than ever and you couldn’t get enough. He
made you turn a bit, so you could still see what he was doing to you in the
mirror. He was standing in front of you, holding you tight, as he lift your
right leg, so when you looked to the side you could see him teasing your
entrance with the tip of his cock. It was hot and moisture with his precum,
pulsing against your aching core. ‘Look at it, doll. Fuck, look how easily you
can take my cock.’ He breathlessly whispered into your ear while with one
smooth movement he slid inside of you. You eyes widened and mouth opened to a
silent scream to the sight and the feeling of his heavy, thick length inside of
you.

The previous
two orgasms made you wet and opened up enough, so he didn’t need to wait until
you got used to his size in your tight cunt. He was thrusting into you hard and
deep, letting you cling onto his body, while his hands were holding you by your
ass, fingers leaving a mark on your skin. You rested your head on his shoulder
but kept watching the scene in the mirror. His cock was glistering when he
pulled out and you moaned with pleasure when he pushed it back and bottomed out
again and again. The shoes what you were wearing did no help while you tried to
gain some leverage against his thrusts and you almost slipped out of his hands.

‘We should
get on the floor.’ Sebastian looked at you and nodded in agreement. You were on
the soft carpet in front of his couch in a second on your all fours. A small scream
escaped your mouth when he grabbed your waist and turned you to your back,
lifting your legs onto his shoulder as he was inside of you again.

His peace
was brutal, kissing and biting your ankles occasionally, but mostly he slammed
his hips into you with all his restrained desire during the whole night, during
his game with the mirror, and fuck while he had to watch you squirt all over on
his hand and everything else.

‘I am so
close. Are you?’ He groaned feeling his balls getting tighter with every thrust
as they hit your ass repeatedly. They were heavy and his cock was hard in your
soft pussy, twitching with need.

‘Yes,
please can I touch myself?’ You were desperately fisting the carpet under you
until he gave you the permission. Your hands found your clit in a second,
stroking it hard before clenching around him, feeling yourself being full and
falling over the edge. You arched your back screaming his name as you felt the
hot gush of water soaking his crotch and the base of his cock, and you come
squirting again, your body shaking and before it was finished you felt a fourth
one approaching.

Sebastian
come in the moment he felt you soaking his base, slamming his hips deep and
hard into you as his warm, thick seed coated your walls, your next orgasm
milking him dry.

He fell
onto you letting your legs slide down on his shoulders, collapsing onto your slightly
trembling figure. Your eyes were closed, hands going into his soft curls
instinctively, pulling him close, breathing in his scent as you placed tired,
loving kisses onto his neck. ‘I love you.’ You whispered and earned a gentle
kiss on your shoulder.

‘I love you
too.’ He sighed, lifting himself onto his elbows to look you in the eye. ‘If I
knew this mirror thing has this effect on you, I would have done it long ago.’
He laughed and kissed you sweetly. ‘We need to clean a bit and take the carpet
to the cleaner, because you soaked it like hell, doll. But it was the hottest
thing. God, I want you to do it again every time.’ He was clearly very excited
about it, but you were ridiculously tired to encourage him to try and bring you
there again.

‘We can try
later, but not now, Seba.’ You warned him with a tired grin. ‘You completely wore
me out.’ You huffed.

‘Alright,
tomorrow than.’ He laughed and pulled out slowly scooping you up in his arms to
carry you to the bathroom.

You had a
slow and nice shower with him, letting him caress all the marks on your skin he
left during the night. He dropped onto his knees kissing the red and purple marks
on your thighs and hips. His lips gazing over your core before his tongue
licked a long strip from your entrance to your clit. Your hands went into the
wet locks as he started to eat you out gently. Sucking and lapping at your ruined
folds, caressing your sore entrance with his tongue, until you come undone once
again that night, him sucking you through your orgasm. It was soft and slow and
his wet mouth felt like nothing else on your ruined pussy. He got up holding
you tight and you knew you would let him have you again if he wanted to, but it
never happened. He stopped the water, covered you in your towel and dryed your
delicate skin.

He put you
to the bed, placing a big glass of water next to your side. You needed to stay hydrated
after everything he did to you.

‘Good night,
doll. Have some rest, you did really good today. I am proud of you.’ He kissed
your forehead.

You hummed
happily, spreading your palm across his chest, feeling him a close as possible.
‘Thank you. I think I take the day off tomorrow.’ You mumbled. ‘A day off from
sex.’ You added making both of you laugh.

‘Understood.’
Seb laughed pulling the covers onto your shoulders letting your even breathing
and fruity scent calm his nerves and lulled him into sleep too.

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I want to keep her

Our Daughter Series Part 2

Part 1

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Steve Rogers
Word Count: 2.2k
Warning: Language, fluff, panic attacks, baby, angst, light mentions of sex

Summary: During a mission Bucky finds something in a burning building and he just can’t leave it there. She is hunted by Hydra, which makes Bucky more and more determined to protect her, even if he has to fight with the other for it. But never with Steve.

A day later Bruce called for the team, about some very
important news. Lily was an Inhuman. The attack was because of her. Someone got
to know about her existence and wanted to kill her because her powers evolved.

‘Who was it?’ Bucky’s voice broke the silence. It was
icy and mad at the same time.

‘He is already dead. Died in the explosion. It was a
suicide bomb.’ Tony explained it further. ‘Calm down, Barnes!’ He said
narrowing his eyes at Bucky who shifted in his seat. ‘He was hired by
Hydra, by the way, so we are already taking them down.’

‘They attacked a baby!’ Steve pressured, after he
could see Bucky’s jaw tensing at the mention of Hydra.

‘Yes, we know, daddy 2.0, and we are trying to track
them since the attack!’ Tony raised his hand protectively and looked back at
the Bruce.

‘So, Lily’s abilities are not developed yet, but we
assume that she is going to have a strong telepathic power and something for defence
but it’s not clear yet.’ Bruce explained calmly, before looking at Bucky
quickly. ‘The question is, what we should do to her? Her parents died in
the explosion, and fosters are not for kids with her abilities.’ He pointed
out, as he pressed his lips together, thinking about the inevitable.

‘What other options do we have than keeping her here
and somehow managing to raise her?’ Sam asked the question which was in
everyone’s mind, arms crossed in front of his chest.

‘There is a special foster for special kids like her.
They give home and education to all these kids.’ Bruce answered briefly.

‘She needs protection. Hydra is hunting her, and
obviously she is not an average girl with abilities if they went after her at
such a young age. The question is if they can protect her there, if they can
give her the home she needs and the help to deal with her abilities and life.’
Steve spoke up, for the second time during the meeting, clearly concerned about
their possibilities.

‘We can give them agents, the best ones from
S.H.I.E.L.D to protect her until she won’t be able to do so. This compound is
not really for kids either, all of us here are targets and-’ Tony breathed in
sharply as he looked around in the room, not wanting to point out the obvious
fact that they all could be ticking bombs. It wasn’t save either.

‘Maybe we can try and keep her here, we can see her
abilities and how do they develop, telepathy is not a game. If it goes
uncontrolled she can easily hurt anyone, here we can prevent it. I can help
with that.’ Wanda’s voice broke through the long silence, earning a thankful
look from Bucky and Steve. The thing was that, she could never feel such strong
emotions from Bucky, he was particularly in pain by the thought not being able
to be around Lily ever again. He had to force himself not to talk and interrupt
everyone, saying out the obvious. He wanted Lily to stay, even if he was just
as terrified by the idea as everyone else. He had no idea how to raise a child,
had no idea how to take care of her but he wanted to try, he wanted to protect
her by any cost.

‘One month.’ Tony said nodding and looking to the
others, waiting for their answers. No one was protesting. He had no idea how
they are going to act it out, but he knew how it was to grow up without the
love and the attention of his dad, and he never wished this to anyone
else. It’s just, this place wasn’t for kids, and none of them had an idea
what to do with a baby.

Every one of them slowly stood up and left the room,
quietly sank in their thoughts, except Tony. He quickly followed Natasha and
caught her on the hallway.

‘What is it Tony?’ She asked and stopped, waiting for
the man to walk to her.

‘I just-‘ He started, and run his hand through his
hair. ‘Do you really think it is a good idea?’ He asked and looked at Nat
impatiently.

‘I don’t know, but I have no better idea. What Wanda
said was true, we need to keep her under check, we need to know what kind of a
things she is capable of. A baby with any abilities without control can be a
threat to its environment if that’s not prepared. Also, her parents died, so
she has no home anymore, and obviously need someone to take care of her.’ She
pointed out calmly, crossing her arms before her chest, looking suspiciously at
Tony. ‘What wrong, Tony?’

‘Nothing, nothing.’ He shrugged his shoulders before
looking at Natasha who clearly didn’t believed a word of him.

‘Tony?’ She asked raising an eyebrow.

‘Who is going to raise this baby? We going to play
rock-paper-scissors? Or she is going to be Banes’s because he found her? We risk
our lives day by day! What if he dies? What if she loses her parents again?’
Tony asked with an annoyed and worried tonne in his voice, making Nat smiling
softly at him.

‘You think Bucky want’s a baby? He just wants to do
what is right, and protect her. You should have seen him when he come out of
that building, carrying Lily. He was more terrified than all of us. He has no
idea about babies, but he is like this. He was like this, before Hydra. And the
fact that they are hunting on her kills him. He knows what are they capable of,
and how cruel they can be. If that baby gets hurt, we will be in a huge
trouble, because no one wants to fight against the Hydra and the Winter Soldier
at the same time.’ She finished her little speech and looked at Tony who still
wasn’t convinced, and if he wanted to be honest, it wasn’t Bucky what bothered
him. If any of them would have become the parents, there was the possibility for
them dying. All of them. He was already older when he lost his parents, but it
didn’t mean it was easy to process it at all. He never wished that feeling to
anyone ever. ‘Look, Bucky has Steve, and if the baby can stay, believe me, that
baby is going to get more love from them what we can imagine.’ She continues
with a bit softer tone in her voice. ‘Also, I think it is good for Bucky to
care for someone, to look after someone and do something good. Or you would
like to raise her?’ She asked raising an eyebrow.

‘No. I’m not particularly a father figure. Anyways I
already have a crazy teenager looking after. Pepper would kill me adopting
another mutant baby. She’d think I’m starting a collection.’ He rolled his
eyes, wildly gesturing with his arms, making Natasha smile. Tony was clearly worried
about the baby and her future.

‘If you are this worried, go and talk to James about
it!’ She suggested shrugging her shoulders.

‘Me and Barnes are not especially good at talking. I’m
going to discuss it with Lily and maybe Pepper, because she can have some good
ideas.’ Tony mumbled, turning to the other direction and leaving Natasha alone.
She chuckled in herself, shaking her head before heading to the kitchen to eat.

Tony headed to the nursery where Lily was sleeping. He
looked at the peaceful baby and sighed again. Yes, she was adorable. But not
every baby is adorable, isn’t it their purpose? He sat next to her crib,
looking at her, sinking in is thoughts. She was adorable, peaceful and so
little, so fragile. If he were Bucky maybe he would have felt the same. He
would have felt responsible for her, but for god’s sake he already does. Isn’t
it why he was so worried about this? He didn’t want to fuck anyone’s life up.
He wanted her to be safe and have a family. This was so controversy.

‘If you want you can have a room, you know. You don’t
have to stay here, sure you can’t answer now, but I guess you don’t want to
stay here. No one would. You will be here for a month you know, and it really
seems that you doing to have two dads. Maybe you can have a room next to
theirs, but first we should figure out who do you like the most. Because I
think Barnes likes you, he is really concerned about you.’ He didn’t really think
about what he was saying, he just wanted to say out loud all the words in his
head. ‘He feels responsible for you, however he shouldn’t have, but he saved you,
so now he does. The grown-ups are weird, never grow up! By the way I think he
did a good job taking care of Steve, your other possible dad in the future, so,
we should let him try. You know to be fair, and everything. It is also a weird
grown up stuff.’ Tony sighed, and slid the back of his hand on the back of
Lily. ‘You have no idea what you got yourself into.’ He said finally before
stoking Lily’s little hand and left the room. He needed to make a few calls and
talk to Pepper. She was a lot better at this this, and also she had a better sense
for his new project.

A few hours
later Steve was walking on the hallway right to the direction of Lily’s nursery
room. She was making cute baby sounds when he walked closer to her, then
started to laugh as he leaned over her.’

‘Hey, Little one! It seems you
are staying here a bit, but you have to be patient with us, we had been through
a lot, but we never had to deal with a little girl like you are. So, I just-
Ah, I hope we can figure it out, because Bucky really loves you, I have never
seen him like this before. And I know him for a while, believe me.’ He kept
talking to Lily as he walked to the living room and laid down to the
couch. ‘You and him already have a lot in common. The bad, ugly men hurt
him too, and now he is terrified about what is going to happen to you. You
know, he was always very protective for the ones he cared about. He was always
saving me before, and always looked after me when I needed. He always acted
like a big brother to me when we were young, and now, I have no idea why, but
he kind of feels the same for you.’ The blond man sighed as he was caressing
the back of the little girl, slowly talking her into sleep. ‘Except, that
now, he could be your dad, not your brother, but it freaks him out. It does me
too, but he just cares for you so much.’ He sighed, and the picture
unintentionally popped into his head when Bucky was holding Lily on the plane
and even later, here in the compound. He looked so content, so happy, but this
was impossible. They needed to figure out something, they couldn’t keep her.
This place was not for children, but at the same time Lily was in clear danger.
Steve looked down to his chest quietly admiring the calmly sleeping baby. He
got lost in his thoughts and slowly fall asleep on the couch.

He only woke up, when Bucky
sat next to him with a sad, gentle smile on his face. Steve peered down to his
chest to Lily, then back to Bucky.

‘Hey! Sorry, I think I fall
asleep here.’ He laughed quietly, trying not to wake up the little one.

‘It’s okay.’ Bucky’s voice was
merely more than a whisper, as he was watching them. The truth was that he was
there for a while now, but he just couldn’t bring himself to wake up Steve. His
heart was hurting for the sight, because he knew it was only temporary. His
lips were pressed together in a line and Steve couldn’t decide whether he was
at the edge of crying or not.

‘Hey.’ Steve reached out to
hold Bucky’s hand, giving him a reassuring smile. ‘She is staying here for a
month now-‘ He tried to calm down Bucky’s nerves but it was in vain. He was too
upset. He never really wanted this, but now, his heart was aching from the
sight of Steve holding a baby and sleeping peacefully in the living room. Bucky
leaned forward pressing his lips to Steve’s, letting out a painful moan.

‘I want her to stay, Steve!’
He whispered and slid his hand to the back of Lilly, gently caressing her. ‘I
don’t want her to go to a foster, to grew up without parents, to be in danger.
I can’t just sit and watch as Hydra hurts her or takes her and-‘ His voice got
shaky but he didn’t have to continue, Steve understood it too well.

‘Buck, the job we are doing is
the most dangerous one! No one can know when we won’t come back from a mission,
and then what would happen to her?’ Steve protested quietly, tenderly stroking
Bucky’s hair. ‘I am as worried as you are, but I don’t know what we should do.
I’d want her to stay too, believe me, I do! After seeing you holding her in
your arms-, I never thought I could be more in love with you, but it happened.’
Steve whispered, bringing Bucky closer to himself, and giving him space to lay
down on the couch, resting his head on Steve’s chest, next to Lily.

‘I felt the same.’ The
dark-haired man answered quietly while his blue eyes were paying attention to
Lily. ‘You know, I never thought I’ll ever meet anyone who is not afraid of me,
but she doesn’t know who I am, who I was. She is always so happy when she sees
me, always laughing, my arm doesn’t bother her either.’ His explanation was
quiet and clear, and it just broke Steve’s heart. ‘I just want to protect her,
Steve, in every way I can. Just as I did to you!’ He smiled gently to the
memory, and lift his hand to stroke Lily’s little head with it. ‘She is so
innocent and sweet.’ He breathed, before pressing a gentle kiss on her little
hand.

‘I know, Buck, I know. And I
promise I’ll do anything to convince the others to let her stay.’ Steve
promised, which made Bucky turn to him. ‘I know we have no idea about raising a
kid, but I love you, and you love her.’ His eyes were shiny from his tears and
from all the emotions he had at this moment. He just loved them, and was
worried about them so much. ‘Let’s put her back to sleep.’ He suggested, and
Bucky nodded.

As they were standing above
her bed it just felt odd, but in a good sense. They left quietly closing the
door, avoiding from waking up Lily. Steve reached out for Bucky turning his
head to him, looking him in the eye, leaning closer. He captured the plump lips
between his, kissing Bucky with all his love what he had for him.

‘I need you, Buck. I need to
make love to you, right now, because-‘ He couldn’t finish as Bucky’s hungry
lips pressed against his. They led each other to their shared room, to get lost
in all the love they had for each other and in the longing for having a third,
little one in their life.

part 1