Címke: personal

So me coming from the county I am living in, being surrounded with only white, Christian people from the same nation in my whole live have never really had any experience with a lot of different cultures. Not like I didn’t want to but I have never had the opportunity, because of this relatively close community we are living in. 

Than I lived in France and than in the US and now I have friends from Australia to Peru from all over the word. They are from every religion and culture and skin colour and I love it and now I just can’t stop, I just need to go and see more and get to know more people from different backgrounds because it is the best feeling in the word to love them and to be loved by them despite of all of our differences and the distance between us. 

For the future?

So, I am extremely pissed, because I am pretty much into this all organic and recycled clothing topic, to wear ethical, etc. It is still not perfect, I till buy stuff from non-ethical/organic producers but I try my best to find the best way, because I do believe that on a long term our life is depending on it.

(I’m really pissed right now. Off topic)

I’ll not foreshadow anything when and how we all gonna die because of this. We all gonna die that’s for sure, but I don’t know how and when, ofc. Still I think we are going to the wrong way and slowly but surely killing our beautiful planet. 

I know that these products are quite expensive and not everyone can afford them, but I do think that after a certain level of income one should be thinking about this too. They should think about the future. 

So, when one says he/she thinks it’s stupid to give that much money on these products, because he/she’d rather think about their kids and buy some stuff for them from that extra price to make them happy I always wonder whether they can think even a minute ahead? 

I am thinking about the well being of the next generation too, I am thinking about them being happy too, because a new toy will be quite unnecessary when the air pollution will be too massive to go out, or the water will be not enough to drink enough every day, or have a shower. 

So, I always want to ask these people whether they really think of that kid’s well being by buying them new (and very unnecessary stuff, which the kid don’t even asked for they just buy it because maybe it will be good later, but maybe they will just throw it away) stuff over and over? 

If you do care about you children, than think about their future, when they will be 40-50. They still will be your children, but maybe they won’t have a future. 

Got hit by a wave in California 3 months ago. Now going down with chronic ear pain and infection.

What took this so long??? I already forgot that wave hit me in the head. It took this thing 3 months to happen than got extremely painful in 3 days.

Send help.

adorable boyfriend

So I have had the most vivid nightmare ever, tonight. Well, more like this morning. It involved the death of my whole family which I could have prevented but no matter how hard I tried I couldn’t. My sister died in my arms. My dad died suddenly and I couldn’t get any more information about him from anyone. I was sobbing and screaming and yelling, and I could feel that I barely can breath. Than suddenly I felt a slight, stroking motion on my arm, like someone was touching my arm repeatedly. It was my bf. Laying next to me, watching F1 on his phone, stroking my arm, being bloody calm. After like 5 minutes of quiet cuddling he said: ‘You were breathing very heavy, and I thought ‘oh, no, she might not have a good dream. I should wake her up.’ So, I started to stroke your back but it was under the cover so I tried to find something peaking out of the blanket, then I found your arm, and you woke up.

He was extremely proud of himself for noticing that something was wrong and managing to wake me up. He was so adorable. Also, when he could see that I was moving and not breathing heavily anymore he just kept watching calmly the F1 and stroking my arm. He is the cutest weirdo ever. 

I always get surprised that I have tits.

I like to hide them, because they aren’t big, so I wear comfy bras which do nothing to make them look bigger, and every time I try on a non-comfy bra it surprises me that I actually might have tits. I don’t think I’ll ever stop hiding them.

4 months hiatus

Hey, guys! So I am going on a 4 months hiatus from Friday as I am moving to the US until mid September. Maybe I’ll reblog things sometimes but there will be no story updates. Ill try and finis some of my stories until Friday, but no promises. It requires a lot of work to move to a whole new continent.

❤️

I just saw our neighbours cat falling from the 5th floor. I am fucking not okay. The cat survived. It landed on the 4th floor as a miracle. I am still shaking and nauseous.